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YES I AM BACK!! I AM TERRIBLY SORRY!!
This is my summer... and sadly it's wasting away!! None of my fics were ever polished with updates... I was doing my school stuff... fresh out of high school and over to college now... oh fun...>>" even then hopefully i'm not so bad at updating... ^w^;;
LOL last entry was in 2011... now it's like mid 2012!! Uwah how time passes us by...
and this yeah SO MUCH drama has happened to me emotionally regarding relationship stuff. My crush i was mentioning didn't go well... then there was this one humiliation I got on Valentine's day... and then I just got dumped by my first boyfriend..... but we're still close... haha I think the last heartbreak didn't hurt as much as the two before...
But yeah my first bf is still on my mind and I want us to work somehow...
I know u guys might not care for my useless life relationship ramlbing and I am terribly sorry for the LACK OF FANFICTIONS!! But I promise you I WILL TRY!
Loving you guys still even without seeing all ur wonderful comments in a while....
I AM TRULY SORRY TO YOU ALL!!!
MY FICS ARE NOT TOUCHED YET AND SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED BETWEEN ME AND MY CRUSH!!
I PROMISE YOU I'LL DO MY BEST TO BRING YOU ALL MY CREATIONS AGAIN!!
I am very sorry my readers!! I'm lagging it and don't kill me!! COLLEGE stuff is coming up as well... ugh!!
I want to get all my fics done as soon as I can!! ♥♥♥
Please be patient!!
I LOVE YOU ALL DEARLY READERS!! ♥
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So yeah anyways you know about my story and my crush and all....
but yeah he walked me home today because one of my other friends just can't walk me to my front door! XP I got whistled @ cuz I was in a dress!! TTTTT3TTTT VIOLATED!! haha anyways....
so yeah he came in my house and we were cooling off cuz it was hot. He drank some water, and while I was drinking my bottle he told me to stand still, and he turned me a certain way. I was wondering what he was up to until....
I was in his arms brdail style. I know I was blushing like crazy as me eyes were wide opened. I screamed! XD"" LOL Ah.... but yeah he met my mom and my dad and my little brother....
but that's all I have time to tell u today....
yes and he also helped me cook. how sweet! :)
So catching up on my drama again sorry I just have to pour this out somewhere....
so yeah... my intimate buddy... I think I may be falling for him even more. I don't know. I'm trying to tell myself I can't and shouldn't because he might (most likely) won't feel back...
I mean I do want to talk to him. txt him weekly instead of daily now... but I want to talk to him more.. ;A; anyways I think he's busy w/ his own stuff...
but then again that text he sent me still swirls around in my heart... it said:
"Not to make things awkward, but you're the kid a girl I'd change my ways for"
ugh I tried not to think too much about it... but darn me n my imagination... it got the best side of me.... and then I started to dream that we actually did kiss!!! TTT^TTT
I also imagine the day of when I actually do confess to him. One scenario it ends well and I'm on a new path of happiness~~ The other is when I'm rejected and there goes the path of awkwardness forever... 0___0""
Well I just think I'm too over the top in thinking about him... riight?? well anyways.... hope to catch up on all my fics soon for all u lovely people to read!! <3
With LOADS of Love,
ugh babysitting weekdays... doing other crap on weekends. And not really touching my poor neglected fics!!
I feel like such a bad writer! I'm sorry my readers!! ♥ BUTsoon though!!
I hope!! very soon! I'm starting the next one for AA and Please Don't.... but the others will be done soon I'm hoping!
and not to mention the preparations 4 senior year... ugh the stresses of summer....
save me an angel and let it take me away~
anyways... on another note... and my drama has now died down a bit to my intimate friend. He txts me at least every other day. I guess and we always say 'i love u' and send '-chu-' after we're all done talking. Yeah anyways. I shouldn't grow too attatched.
love all of you and I will get this all done soon I will!!
BLUE FLAME !!! *_____*